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They may end up with my corpse if this continues much longer, as stress is killing me. %months going on 6 and still it goes on. I can't go back to work as I would have to leave the State. I am broke, so I have a public defender. I am going to try and get a 6 month continuance, so I can get a job and come back and hire an attorney. The body language off the judge is hostile.

"Liberty is not for these slaves; I do not advocate inflicting it against their conscience. On the contrary, I am strongly in favor of letting them crawl and grovel all they please before whatever fraud or combination of frauds they choose to venerate... Our whole practical government is grounded in mob psychology and.. the Boobus Americanus will follow any command that promises to make him safer". -- H. L. Menchen -- 1956 --



Recollections of Time

Fabricated Reality


A fake reality has been fabricated in time through propaganda in what ever means or channels available for longer than any of us can remember, a constant uprooting and reconditioning of society to keep us in step with the latest group think. Stay with me and read for yourself how I have looked thru the veil, behind the curtain. If nothing else while in public, take a long hard look at our conditioned society, then slow your reactions down and look again. Take the time and you will never see reality the same way again.

When I looked within myself, I saw a continuous circle had bequeathed my existence. My station in life with my responsibilities has seen to this. Bound by this I have little choice. This circle could be broken, only to reveal another circle. Perhaps one with less responsibilities, but would still be a circle.

Are we here to learn, to master something or perhaps to serve karma? To play out our feelings, our emotions, to flow with the flow, to change with the changes. To go beyond the desires of the flesh.

To become 'Obe One', to reach the awakening of the spirit, to fulfill the mission, to complete the circle, to play or to settle for our man made station in life.

Perhaps be born in terrible conditions and be a loser or overcome and be a winner, by whose definitions, by what wisdom or whose authority?

Are the innocent handed over by the majority, or perhaps taken with riches and power, by the ruling class or the ones with the biggest guns and smartest computers?

Is this only a play, a dangerous play of a fake reality within another true reality? A play which controls life or death, hunger or starvation, shelter or being made to live on the street. Or perhaps just one continuous mind game.

Whatever the reasoning, we are not mad, we are here and we don't know why, only that we have learned to adapt with in this sphere of uncertainty.

Many of the years recorded here were before government, corporations and specialty groups got such a grip on our way of thinking, trying to mold us into these politically correct citizens who willing accept their fabricated, molded reality as the way it is and force this reality upon us.

So that it will be our one true reality. Their motto must be; ‘you will accept our reality and have no other reality before you’. They do manipulate our reality perceptions with their propaganda, but never reality. The two will always be in conflict with each other until they collide and that time is very near as there can be only one. Millions of us are already aware of their illusionary presentation of reality and if you’re reading this, you might be one of those millions.

You will also read about the way it was in our society for me in my early years and what I went thru in order to grow up. I can not leave politics out of my views whether past, present or future. A popular saying; ‘politics has been around for as long as societies have existed and is one of the two oldest professions and in many citizens opinion less honorable then the other one’.

Regardless of the current political correctness of separation of church and state or the work place and personal life, they are all intertwined. Laws or rules will not change that and will only continue to cause social upheavals as the stress factor explodes in those who can no longer balance these separations. You become a fragmented person, when you conform to these socially conditioned imbalances, which are not healthy for you. Constantly being uprooted and kept off balance by these parasites that have bored their way into the very core of our society.

Much like a worm in an apple which infects the rest of the apples in proximity, these parasitic worms must be checked. It is the worm’s nature and worms turn into moths when they grow up. What happens when moths get to close to the light, they turn into crispy critters.

Moral of the analogy, you can not change the worm’s nature and if you miss catching a few worms, you can shine the light on them when they grow up as it is in their nature to be drawn to the light and be turned into crispy critters. I guess the darkness is not satisfying enough for them.


The New American Century

The untold history of The Project for the New American Century is no more. This film exposes how every major war in US history was based on a complete fraud with video of insiders themselves admitting it. This film shows how the first film theatres in the US were used over a hundred years ago to broadcast propaganda to rile the American people into the Spanish-American War; the white papers of the oil company Unocal which called for the creation of a pipeline through Afghanistan and how their exact needs were fulfilled through the US invasion of Afghanistan; how Halliburton under their "cost plus" exclusive contract with the US Government went on a mad dash spending spree akin to something out of the movie Brewster's Millions.

"A stunning film. It should be seen as widely as possible, in cinemas, bars, clubs, at meetings and, of course, through the internet. I'm sure the film will continue to be a source of debate and political education for many years. Maybe until the war criminals have been brought to trial." - Ken Loach While Massimo Mazzucco’s first political documentary, GLOBAL DECEIT (2006), focused on the long list of inconsistencies in the official version of the 9/11 attacks, THE NEW AMERICAN CENTURY explores the historical, philosophical and economic background that suggests a matrix for such events that is much closer to home than the so-called "Islamic terrorism". The film provides solid evidence for the true reasons behind the Afghanistan and Iraq wars, whose unfolding is described in chilling detail in a document called "Project for the New American Century", published in the year 2,000, that seems to have served as the actual blueprint for such dramatic events.

Fall of the Republic

Alex Jones Documentary 10/21/2009

A Change is Coming

Is it time to take back America? FROM United States National Militia Soldiers For Freedom

It is my honor, duty and personal choice to read this message online and have committed no crime in doing so, nor does anyone who speaks out on their own behalf. I read that you are considered a 'TERRORIST' if you speak up on animal or human rights...Too ludicrous to even contemplate. Here is the Letter in it's entirety "When I travel throughout the country, simply as a public speaker, people from every political stand point ask me why i believe that a revolution is necessary, instead of working within the framework of the established political order and with the collaboration of the parties already in existence, for the purpose of improving those conditions which we considered unsound and injurious. Why must we have a new party, and especially why a new revolution?

The answers I give them are:

The elements of confusion and dissolution which are making

themselves felt in American life, in the concept of life itself and

the will to national self-preservation, cannot be eradicated by a

mere change of government. More than enough of those changes

have already taken place without bringing about any essential

betterment of the distress that exists in our nation. All these

Cabinet reconstructions brought some positive advantage only to

the actors who took part in the play; but the results were almost

always quite negative as far as the interests of the people were

concerned. As time has gone on the thoughts and practical life of

our people have been led astray into ways that are unnatural to

them and injurious. One of the causes which brought about this

condition of affairs must be attributed to the fact that the structure

of our elected leadership and their methods of government are

damning to our own national character, our historical development

and our national needs.

It is out of the question to think that such a revolutionary

reconstruction could be carried out by those who are the

custodians and the more or less responsible representatives our current elected leadership,

or by the political organizations founded under the old

form of government. Nor would it be possible to bring this

about by collaborating with these institutions, but only by

establishing a new movement which will fight against them for the

purpose of carrying through a radical reformation in political,

cultural and economic life. And this fight will have to be

undertaken even at the sacrifice of life and blood, if that should be


In this connection it is worthy of remark that when the average

political party wins a victory no essential change

takes place in the historical course which the people are following

or in the outer aspect of public life; whereas a genuine revolution

that arises from a profound ideological insight will always lead to

a transformation which is strikingly impressive and is manifest to

the outside world. In closing the need for our generations revolution

is more then evident in America today. This war will change the course of

not only our history but the history of the world as a whole. When that fateful

day comes that our soldiers are called to arms may our men, women,

and children maintain the courage and the will to preserver through what ever

obstacles are thrown in our path. for our fight is that of righteous cause and may

Gods divine guidance lead us to victory. Thank you for your time" AUTHOR KNOWN AS 'J'
United States National Militia Soldiers For Freedom

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  Now you Can see why Obama wanted this Bill run thru before anyone could have read it. The doctor did the work for us. Get all over these congressmen, I don't care whose district they are in........!

Date: Sun, Jul 26, 2009 at 1:19 PM
 Subject: A doctors response to the Health Bill (GREAT)

This is a letter written by Dr. Stephen Fraser to Senator Bayh.   If you would like to send it on to your Congressman, he says to feel free to copy it and send it around to our friends and to senators and representatives.
   July 23, 2009
 Senator Bayh,
 I ask you respectfully and as a patriotic American to look at the following troubling lines that I have read in the bill. You cannot possibly believe that these proposals are in the best interests of the country and our fellow citizens.
 Page 22 of the HC Bill: Mandates that the Govt will audit books of all employers that self insure!!
 Page 30 Sec 123 of HC bill - THERE WILL BE A GOVT COMMITTEE that decides what treatments/benefits you get.
 Page 29 lines 4-16 in the HC bill: YOUR HEALTH CARE IS RATIONED!!!
 Page 42 of HC Bill: The Health Choices Commissioner will choose your HC Benefits for you. You have no choice!
 Page 50 Section 152 in HC bill: HC will be provided to ALL non
US citizens, illegal or otherwise
 Page 58 HC Bill: Govt will have real-time access to individuals finances & a National ID Health card will be issued!
 Page 59 HC Bill lines 21-24: Govt will have direct access to your banks accounts for elective funds transfer.
 Page 65 Sec 164: is a payoff subsidized plan for retirees and their families in Unions & community organizations: (ACORN).
 Page 84 Sec 203 HC bill: Govt mandates ALL benefit packages for private HC plans in the Exchange.
 Page 85 Line 7 HC Bill: Specifications for of Benefit Levels for Plans = The Govt will ration your Healthcare!
 Page 91 Lines 4-7 HC Bill: Govt mandates linguistic appropriate services. Example - Translation: illegal aliens.
 Page 95 HC Bill Lines 8-18: The Govt will use groups i.e., ACORN & AmeriCorps to sign up individuals for Govt HC plan.
 Page 85 Line 7 HC Bill: Specifications of Benefit Levels for Plans. AARP members - your Health care WILL be rationed.
 Page 102 Lines 12-18 HC Bill: Medicaid Eligible Individuals will be automatically enrolled in Medicaid.. No choice.
 Page 124 lines 24-25 HC: No company can sue GOVT on price fixing. No "judicial review" against Govt Monopoly.
 Page 127 Lines 1-16 HC Bill: Doctors/ American Medical Association - The Govt will tell YOU what you can make! (Salary)
 Page 145 Line 15-17: An Employer MUST auto enroll employees into public option plan. NO CHOICE!
 Page 126 Lines 22-25: Employers MUST pay for HC for part time employees AND their families.
 Page 149 Lines 16-24: ANY Employer with payroll 401k & above who does not provide public option pays 8% tax on all payrolls.
 Page 150 Lines 9-13: Business's with payroll btw 251k & 401k who doesn't provide public option pays 2-6% tax on all payroll.
 Page 167 Lines 18-23: ANY individual who doesn't have acceptable HC according to Govt will be taxed 2.5% of income.
 Page 170 Lines 1-3 HC Bill: Any NONRESIDENT Alien is exempt from individual taxes. (Americans will pay)
 Page 195 HC Bill: Officers & employees of HC Admin (GOVT) will have access to ALL Americans finances /personal records.
 Page 203 Line 14-15 HC: "The tax imposed under this section shall not be treated as tax" Yes, it says that!
 Page 239 Line 14-24 HC Bill: Govt will reduce physician services for Medicaid Seniors, low income and poor are affected.
 Page 241 Line 6-8 HC Bill: Doctors, doesn't matter what specialty you have, you'll all be paid the same!
 Page 253 Line 10-18: Govt sets value of Doctor's time, profession, judgment etc. Literally value of humans.
 Page 265 Sec 1131: Govt mandates & controls productivity for private HC industries.
 Page 268 Sec 1141: Federal Govt regulates rental & purchase of power driven wheelchairs.
 Page 272 SEC. 1145: TREATMENT OF CERTAIN CANCER HOSPITALS - Cancer patients - welcome to rationing!
 Page 280 Sec 1151: The Govt will penalize hospitals for whatever Govt deems preventable re-admissions.
 Page 298 Lines 9-11: Doctors, treat a patient during initial admission that results in a re-admission -Govt will penalize you.
 Page 317 L 13-20: PROHIBITION on ownership/investment. Govt tells Doctors what/how much they can own!
 Page 317-318 lines 21-25, 1-3: PROHIBITION on expansion- Govt is mandating hospitals cannot expand.
 Page 321 2-13: Hospitals have opportunity to apply for exception BUT community input is required. Can u say ACORN?!!
 Page 335 L 16-25 Pg 336-339: Govt mandates establishment of outcome based measures. HC the way they want. Rationing.
 Page 341 Lines 3-9: Govt has authority to disqualify Medicare Advance Plans, HMOs, etc. Forcing people into Govt plan.
 Page 354 Sec 1177: Govt will RESTRICT enrollment of Special needs people! Unbelievable!
 Page 379 Sec 1191: Govt creates more bureaucracy - Tele-health Advisory Committee. Can you say HC by phone?
 Page 425 Lines 4-12: Govt mandates Advance Care Planning Consult. Think Senior Citizens end of life patients.
 Page 425 Lines 17-19: Govt will instruct & consult regarding living wills, durable powers of attorney. Mandatory!
 Page 425 Lines 22-25, 426 Lines 1-3: Govt provides approved list of end of life resources, guiding you in death. (assisted suicide)
 Page 427 Lines 15-24: Govt mandates program for orders for end of life. The Govt has a say in how your life ends.
 Page 429 Lines 1-9: An "advanced care planning consultant" will be used frequently as patients health deteriorates.
 Page 429 Lines 10-12: "advanced care consultation" may include an ORDER for end of life plans. AN ORDER from GOVT!
 Page 429 Lines 13-25: The govt will specify which Doctors can write an end of life order.
 Page 430 Lines 11-15: The Govt will decide what level of treatment you will have at end of life!
 Page 469: Community Based Home Medical Services = Non profit organizations. Hello, ACORN Medical Services here!!?
 Page 472 Lines 14-17: PAYMENT TO COMMUNITY-BASED ORIGINATION. 1 monthly payment 2 a community-based organization. Like ACORN?
 Page 489 Sec 1308: The Govt will cover Marriage & Family therapy. Which means they will insert Govt into your marriage?
 Page 494-498: Govt will cover Mental Health Services including defining, creating, and rationing those services.
 Senator, I guarantee that I personally will do everything possible to inform patients and my fellow physicians about the dangers of the proposed bills you and your colleagues are debating.
 Stephen E Fraser MD